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+title = "Jocalsend: behind the scenes"
+slug = "jocalsend-development"
+date = "2025-09-02"
+[taxonomies]
+tags = ["software", "rnd", "proclamation", "rust", "jocalsend"]
++++
+
+Recently, I released a piece of software called [`jocalsend`](/sundries/jocalsend/), to great
+acclaim. In that post announcing it, I wrote,
+
+> I plan on writing a follow-up about the design and implementation of jocalsend, but that's going
+> to be a much longer and even-more-niche-interest post, so I'll just skip that for now.
+
+It seems that now the time has come to fulfill that promise. If the nittty-gritty of the
+implementation and design of terminal-UI async Rust programs is your jam, then today is your lucky
+day.
+
+## Humble beginnings
+
+Once I learned about the existence of LocalSend and had decided to write a TUI version, I looked
+around for any existing Rust crates that might have already made some in-roads on that problem.
+Right off the bat, I found [this one, called `localsend`](https://github.com/wylited/localsend),
+which sounded promising. I cloned the repo and took a look.
+
+There wasn't any example code using it, but it wasn't too tough to [whip up a simple
+toy](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/c422bbcd00070140f77466ff576dbc1c37dce7e7/src/main.rs)
+to try it out:
+
+```rust
+use joecalsend::{models::device::DeviceInfo, Client};
+
+#[tokio::main]
+async fn main() {
+    let device = DeviceInfo::default();
+    dbg!(device);
+
+    let client = Client::with_config(
+        DeviceInfo::default(),
+        53317,
+        "/home/ardent/joecalsend".into(),
+    )
+    .await
+    .unwrap();
+    let (h1, h2, h3) = client.start().await.unwrap();
+    tokio::join!(h1, h2, h3);
+}
+```
+
+Running it produced the following, including a log line from me sending a screenshot of LocalSend on
+my phone to "joecalsend" on my desktop:
+
+```
+[src/main.rs:6:5] device = DeviceInfo {
+    alias: "RustSend",
+    version: "2.1",
+    device_model: None,
+    device_type: Some(
+        Headless,
+    ),
+    fingerprint: "01K43EBSN50004H9BRHK2AE45X",
+    port: 53317,
+    protocol: "http",
+    download: false,
+    announce: Some(
+        true,
+    ),
+}
+Socket local addr: 0.0.0.0:53317
+Listening on multicast addr: 224.0.0.167:53317
+HTTP server listening on 0.0.0.0:53317
+Error during HTTP announcement: Request error: error sending request for url (http://192.168.1.110:53317/api/localsend/v2/register)
+Error during HTTP announcement: Request error: error sending request for url (http://192.168.1.110:53317/api/localsend/v2/register)
+Error during HTTP announcement: Request error: error sending request for url (http://192.168.1.110:53317/api/localsend/v2/register)
+Error during HTTP announcement: Request error: error sending request for url (http://192.168.1.110:53317/api/localsend/v2/register)
+Received upload request from alias: phone
+```
+
+On my phone, it showed up like this:
+
+![first version on the phone](./first_working_version_on_phone.png)
+
+When it came time to approve the send request, a GUI dialog popped up on my desktop:
+
+![native-dialog pop-up](./rustsend_native_dialog.png)
+
+This was a hugely validating step for me, since it showed that I could interact with the reference
+LocalSend app *at all*. It gave me the confidence I needed to press forward with more, more
+complicated, work. It's hard to overstate the benefit of this kind of early affirmation, which
+proves out the fundamental assumptions, like, "interoperating with the official implementation is
+possible." I highly recommend getting something working as end to end as possible, as quickly as possible.
+
+Since I wanted to make a terminal version, I knew I'd need to get rid of that GUI piece of the
+backend, which is a nice segue into...
+
+### *Great artists steal* -- an original phrase, copyright: me
+
+The astute may have noticed that my toy program was not doing `use localsend::{...}`, but rather,
+`use joecalsend::{...}`[^joe-v-jo]. This was because as convenient as just using `localsend` as a
+3rd-party dependency would be, I knew I'd need to change it so much that simply copying its source
+code into my project would be much easier and faster than trying to get my changes accepted in a
+stranger's project[^upstreaming]. Plus I'm a fan in general of having as much control as possible
+over your critical dependencies, and nothing is more controlled than simply inlining them into your
+own stuff. Luckily, localsend was released under the terms of the [Apache
+license](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/c422bbcd00070140f77466ff576dbc1c37dce7e7/3P-LICENSE.txt),
+which permits this kind of chicanery.
+
+In addition to needing to ditch the GUI dialog, I wanted to add support for HTTPS, as well as stuff
+like persistent configuration files. The initial backend code from this first commit was 825 lines;
+at the time of writing, the latest version of jocalsend's backend[^frontend] is 1252 lines, about
+1.5x as long[^loc].
+
+As it was, though, this initial version couldn't do much besides announce itself as a peer on the
+local subnetwork, and receive files from other peers, saving them to a hard-coded location in my
+homedir; the commit message from this first commit was simply: "can receive text and files". It was
+time to start thinking about an actual interactive user interface.
+
+## Cooking up a terminal UI with Ratatui
+
+I knew that I wanted to use [ratatui](https://ratatui.rs/) for my frontend. In its words, it's
+
+> ... a Rust library for cooking up delicious TUIs (terminal user interfaces). It is a
+> lightweight library that provides a set of widgets and utilities to build simple or complex rust
+> TUIs.
+
+I'd had some previous exposure to [tui-rs](https://github.com/fdehau/tui-rs/), of which ratatui was
+a blessed fork and continuation, but hadn't done too too much with it. Still, it was the framework
+powering a few TUI apps I was already familiar with and a fan of, like [Atuin](https://atuin.sh/)
+and [Yazi](https://yazi-rs.github.io/), so it wasn't really a hard decision.
+
+However, I didn't have *much* exposure to it, nor do I typically do much frontend development; I joke
+that most of the software I write uses a network and logs as the UI. Another tiny thing is that most
+of the Ratatui examples were not async, and jocalsend definitely was. I decided to get my feet wet
+by opening a [pull request](https://github.com/ratatui/crates-tui/pull/142) to do some code updates
+for a Ratatui [example application](https://github.com/ratatui/crates-tui) that used the
+[Tokio](https://tokio.rs/) async runtime, which jocalsend also used.
+
+Once I had that merged, I finally got to work on the actual TUI portion of jocalsend, [which started
+out quite
+humbly](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/f7295233440567009a1b53ff358c6e1d566b49c1/src/main.rs#L48-L147);
+it had been two days since I started the project. It didn't actually do anything except display a
+frame with "Counter App Tutorial" (an artifact of stealing from a [Ratatui
+tutorial](https://ratatui.rs/tutorials/counter-app/)) and accept `q` as a way to quit the program,
+but it was a start.
+
+After about a week[^week] of banging on the frontend, I was [able to
+remove](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/commit/5f2e2f3eb2ca359601ac2b23d94c73a4f327527f)
+the dependency on the `native-dialog` GUI notification library, and rely solely on terminal
+interaction. The look of it was very close to the final version, though functionality was still
+limited:
+
+![first full tui](./no_more_gui_dialog.png)
+
+By this time, the lines of frontend code was just over half as many as backend; 497 vs. 943,
+respectively. The greatest challenge I'd faced and overcome with the frontend was getting the
+"Listeners" widget to display text featuring both left AND right justification, *on the same line*
+(the solution was to use a table).
+
+After another five or so days, it was looking *very* close to its final form. I was able to send and
+receive both files and text, with preview for text shown:
+
+![almost 1.0](./almost_1_dot_0.png)
+
+Around that time, I was chatting about it with some colleagues, and made a list of things I wanted
+before 1.0:
+
+> - https (self-signed certs)
+> - persistent identity (currently it generates a new self-id every time its run, but it once there's https, the id will be the sha256 of the private key)
+> - related to the above, configuration files and persistent ssl keys for identity
+> - CLI flags to just invoke it with text or file already input or selected
+> - filtering of files in the file browser, currently you need to navigate with arrows and enter key
+> - readme/documentation
+> - change name from joecalsend to jocalsend
+
+and a few days after that, everything but file filtering was done, and I felt comfortable enough to
+release the first version on [crates.io](https://crates.io/crates/jocalsend/1.0.0). For the 1.0
+release, the amounts of backend and frontend code were nearly the same, at 1180 vs 919 lines
+respectively.
+
+## Back to backend
+
+By now, the frontend was at least *looking* complete, so I turned most of my attention back to some
+outstanding issues on the backend (though I did take a couple hours to [add fuzzy file
+selection](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/commit/8150bfacf24622cbbc501d2674554891ec601122)
+to the frontend).
+
+### I smell trouble...
+
+There was still something bothering me, though, and it turns out it was a pretty serious bug. Here's
+a high-level diagram of the main application event loop:
+
+![jocalsend frontend event loop](./jocalsend_application_runloop.png)
+
+Shortly before the 1.0 release, here's what it looked like in code, roughly:
+
+```rust
+    loop {
+        terminal.draw(|frame| app.draw(frame))?;
+
+        app.handle_events().await?;
+
+        if app.screen() == CurrentScreen::Stopping {
+            break;
+        }
+    }
+```
+
+Note that all the `handle_*()` methods are async; `handle_keyboard()` could potentially invoke a
+number of actions, which are not shown for simplicity.
+
+Following the chain from `handle_events()` to `prepare_upload()`, we have a sequence of async
+calls until we finally get to the following in the [backend
+code](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/d84a046ec9e745561d63a70298423b1498096e05/src/transfer.rs#L65-L79):
+
+```rust
+        let response = self
+            .client
+            .post(format!(
+                "{}://{}/api/localsend/v2/prepare-upload",
+                device.protocol, addr
+            ))
+            .json(&PrepareUploadRequest {
+                info: self.config.device.clone(),
+                files: files.clone(),
+            })
+            .timeout(Duration::from_secs(30)).send().await?;
+```
+
+What's happening there is that the backend is making an HTTP request to the peer in order to get
+permission to upload files to that remote. This manifests on the remote (receiving) side as an
+interactive dialog where the user approves or denies the request.
+
+Meanwhile, the future from that request is just sitting there waiting for the remote peer to reply,
+which means that `handle_events()` is *also* just sitting there waiting for `prepare_upload()`. This
+blocked the main frontend application runloop, which was bad user experience.
+
+For the 1.0 release, I changed the runloop to look like this:
+
+```rust
+    let mut alarm = tokio::time::interval(Duration::from_millis(200));
+    loop {
+        terminal.draw(|frame| app.draw(frame))?;
+
+        tokio::select! {
+            res = app.handle_events() => {
+                res?;
+            }
+            _ = alarm.tick() => {}
+        }
+
+        if app.screen() == CurrentScreen::Stopping {
+            break;
+        }
+    }
+```
+
+The big difference there is that I've introduced a timeout ("alarm") that fires every 200
+milliseconds, and put it into a
+[`tokio::select`](https://docs.rs/tokio/latest/tokio/macro.select.html) branch along with the call
+to `handle_events()`. `tokio::select` is a way to simultaneously wait on multiple futures; it
+polls each future in a random order until one of them completes, and then cancels the rest.
+
+This meant that it would only wait 200 milliseconds for the `prepare_upload()` future to complete,
+and hence the `handle_events()` future to complete. Since it required a human person on the remote
+side to see and respond to that request in that time, it meant that actually sending files was
+completely broken.
+
+At the time, I didn't quite realize this, because during my testing, I was using the text-sending
+functionality rather than trying to send actual files. One quirk of the official LocalSend app is
+that when it receives plain text, it does not offer you the ability to download it, or approve the
+download; you can copy it to your clipboard or close the request, and that's it. So when the
+`prepare_upload()` future was canceled, nothing seemed out of the ordinary on the remote side.
+
+Despite my blissful ignorance, I knew that this design was not correct, and a few days later I'd
+[updated the `prepare_upload()`
+code](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/7eece474a326091c8d1ac354908aa2212a9ba024/src/transfer.rs#L103-L171)
+to spawn a separate [Tokio task](https://docs.rs/tokio/latest/tokio/task/fn.spawn.html) that would
+run on its own and communicate back to the frontend via a
+[channel](https://docs.rs/tokio/latest/tokio/sync/mpsc/fn.channel.html). The main app runloop was
+changed back to the version without `tokio::select!`, and all was well.
+
+### Multi-woes
+
+There were a couple other annoyances I'd noticed but hadn't dug into, but the time had come to
+vanquish them. Most notably, it would sometimes get confused about the IP of remote peers after
+receiving a remote peer's multicast datagram *from its own IP*, and think that its own IP was the
+peer's. This would cause it to be unable to send text or files, though it could still receive. The
+official LocalSend app never had this issue, so I decided to see what it did differently.
+
+I noticed that it was setting the TTL on its multicast packets, used for discovery, to 1:
+
+![LocalSend multicast packet dump](./localsend_multicast_packet.png)
+
+while jocalsend [set the TTL to
+8](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/7eece474a326091c8d1ac354908aa2212a9ba024/src/lib.rs#L118).
+While looking at that, I also noticed that multicast loopback [was
+enabled](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/7eece474a326091c8d1ac354908aa2212a9ba024/src/lib.rs#L117).
+And for that matter, it was [using
+`0.0.0.0`](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/7eece474a326091c8d1ac354908aa2212a9ba024/src/lib.rs#L119)
+as the interface joining the multicast group, which was probably more promiscuous than I wanted.
+
+Ultimately, the multicast setup went from,
+
+```rust
+    socket.set_multicast_loop_v4(true)?;
+    socket.set_multicast_ttl_v4(8)?; // 8 hops out from localnet
+    socket.join_multicast_v4(MULTICAST_IP, Ipv4Addr::from_bits(0))?;
+```
+
+to,
+
+```rust
+    socket.set_multicast_loop_v4(false)?;
+    socket.set_multicast_ttl_v4(1)?; // local subnet only
+    socket.join_multicast_v4(MULTICAST_IP, local_ip_addr)?;
+```
+
+and that solved the issue where jocalsend would receive remote datagrams from its own IP.
+
+### Rust so fancy
+
+I'd made a [few more releases](https://crates.io/crates/jocalsend/versions) with the fixes outlined
+above, but then I got some reports of people running into build issues when trying to install with a
+reasonably up-to-date rustc:
+
+```
+error[E0658]: let expressions in this position are unstable
+--> /home/ygingras/.cargo/registry/src/index.crates.io-1949cf8c6b5b557f/jocalsend-1.6.18033/src/app/widgets.rs:415:12
+|
+415 | if let Some(md) = request.files.values().next()
+| ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^
+|
+= note: see issue #53667 <https://github.com/rust-lang/rust/issues/53667> for more information
+```
+
+Visiting the [issue from the error message](https://github.com/rust-lang/rust/issues/53667), it
+shows that the feature was stabilized in Rust version 1.88, one version behind the latest stable
+version. The solution was to add a [minimum supported Rust
+version](https://doc.rust-lang.org/cargo/reference/rust-version.html) to jocalsend's `Cargo.toml`
+file, like,
+
+```toml
+[package]
+name = "jocalsend"
+edition = "2024"
+rust-version = "1.89"
+```
+
+Once that was done, I [released a new version](https://crates.io/crates/jocalsend/1.6.180339) with
+it, and confirmed with the users that it was working correctly.
+
+## Summary, by the numbers
+
+As of writing this, on September 2, 2025, we have the following stats:
+
+ - 2472 total lines of code
+   -  1252 in the backend
+   -  1220 in the frontend
+ - 1575 downloads from `crates.io`
+ - 122 commits on the `main` branch
+ - 7 published versions
+ - 5 pull requests merged in other projects' repos:
+   - update [`ratatui/crates-tui`](https://github.com/ratatui/crates-tui/pull/143) to edition2024
+   - update code patterns in [`ratatui/crates-tui`](https://github.com/ratatui/crates-tui/pull/142)
+   - add methods to increment or decrement log levels in [`rust-lang/log`](https://github.com/rust-lang/log/pull/692) (merged while I was writing this post!)
+   - upstream my backend changes to [`wylited/localsend`](https://github.com/wylited/localsend/pull/1)
+   - add method to reset the state of the fuzzy matcher in [`andylokandy/simsearch-rs`](https://github.com/andylokandy/simsearch-rs/pull/17)
+ - 1 developer
+
+## What's next?
+
+I believe in software being "done", and this software is pretty close. There are a couple small QoL
+features I want to add, like putting the CWD in the file picking widget, and I want to update some
+of the deps to use newly-released functionality (like removing [this bit of `unsafe`
+code](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/joecalsend/src/commit/4d78d67abeeecd3b986b3b016ffac61761184778/src/app/mod.rs#L152)
+to change the log level in favor of using the methods I added in the PR linked above).
+
+I'm also aware that I'm not validating the remote SSL certs, which are self-signed; I'm not even
+noting their fingerprints in some application storage so I can check that they don't change
+unexpectedly. This means that someone could, with enough preparation or luck, do a
+person-in-the-middle attack and defeat the point of using SSL in the first place. I'm not sure what
+the best thing to do here is, though I do want to do something.
+
+But beyond those things, I don't think I'll be doing much more development on it. I'll continue to
+use and enjoy it, though!
+
+### Ooooh, shiny
+
+That's not to say that I'm done with this type of software. While I was writing jocalsend, I learned
+about [Iroh](https://www.iroh.computer/), which is a Rust library that "lets you establish direct
+peer-to-peer connections whenever possible, falling back to relay servers if necessary. This gives
+you fast, reliable connections that are authenticated and encrypted end-to-end using
+[QUIC](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/QUIC)."
+
+It would be neat to build a version of jocalsend with Iroh; the frontend code from jocalsend should
+work almost without modification. I even have a name ready: "jirohsend"[^joe-again].
+
+Of course, I'd need to build a mobile app for jirohsend, but I have a little bit of experience
+building [Flutter apps with Rust backends](https://git.kittencollective.com/nebkor/cuttle), and I
+don't think it would need a more complicated UI than the existing LocalSend Flutter app.
+
+So if something like jirohsend sounds interesting to you, you know where to look for updates!
+
+----
+
+[^joe-v-jo]: I initially called the project "joecalsend" but later decided to make it *slightly*
+    less ego-centric. I didn't bother changing the repo name, though.
+
+[^upstreaming]: I didn't want to just take without giving, so I [opened a
+    PR](https://github.com/wylited/localsend/pull/1) to upstream most of my changes back to
+    localsend. It was a pretty massive change so I wasn't really expecting it to be accepted, but to
+    my surprise, after several weeks of silence, it was merged! This project spurred a few external
+    PRs based on things I wanted or needed in it.
+
+[^frontend]: The frontend code is 1220 lines of Rust, and definitely trickier! Application
+    development is harder than systems dev.
+
+[^loc]: "lines of code" is generally a terrible metric for software, but what can you do; at least
+    this is reasonably apples-to-apples.
+
+[^week]: For most of the development history, I had multiple commits per day, but there was a
+    roughly two-week period that fell in the middle of the time when I was really working on the
+    frontend where I made no progress on it, because I was working on a job application for [Oxide
+    Computer](https://oxide.computer/), which has been a long-time dream-job for me, and that took
+    most of my energy.
+
+[^joe-again]: sorry, I can't help myself
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index 954ff84..a50ff29 100644
--- a/content/sundries/jocalsend/index.md
+++ b/content/sundries/jocalsend/index.md
@@ -2,7 +2,7 @@
 title = "Jocalsend: actually useful software if you're a weirdo like me"
 slug = "jocalsend"
 date = "2025-08-22"
-updated = "2025-08-23"
+updated = "2025-09-02"
 [taxonomies]
 tags = ["software", "sundry", "proclamation", "localfirst", "useful", "p2p"]
 +++
@@ -99,7 +99,7 @@ and it'll do what you expect.
 
 ## How do I use it?
 
-When you first run it, you'll be on the main screen. Clockwise from the bottom, the lower left contains information about the
+When you first run it, you'll be on the main screen. Counter-clockwise from the bottom, the lower left contains information about the
 network it's on, the lower right has a list of any LocalSend peers it discovered, the upper right
 has log output from jocalsend, and finally the upper left will show any incoming transfer requests,
 with possible text preview: